What finally clicked was realizing I wasn't having enough fun in my life. My spiritual work had become purely WORK (I mean, it's challenging and all but it shouldn't be drudgery!). I needed play and spontaneity! I needed that inner child to do her little dance again.
The creation of the art might be a spiritual act, but if you keep it to yourself you have only done half of the work. In sharing it with the outside world you make it sacred. That final step can feel scary and vulnerable but it's also so freaking POWERFUL. It becomes a full circle moment. Not just receiving but giving it back to source in a new way.
I've been hiding in my shell but it is finally time to come out! (HI)